Marshmallow-stories???

"It’s been a bad day;
you’ve been looking back- and all you can see…..
is everything you wish you could take back; all your mistakes
a world of regret,…… all of those moments you rather forget.
I know it’s hard to believe; let me refresh your memory…..
Yesterday is history and history is miles away
So..leave it all behind you"
   
I keep hearing this song on radio lately. The song is nice and the lyric is meaningful. It reminds of our human nature. We, people always keep looking back the past . Instead of remembering good old time(achievements that we made) , we are discourage by our past failure and mistakes.We are afraid to try again.Afraid to give one more shot again. That is our biggest mistake!
Don’t let your past’s failure stop you  form succeeding! The past was just yesterday. It’s gone and you can’t do anything about that. So, why don’t  you take new steps ?

"Don’t trust the clouds-trust the sunshine.

Trust your hope, never trust in your hurt."

"Perfect 4.0 GPA and good score of ACT/SAT won’t enough to get into a good college. Do COMMUNITY SERVICE !! It’s very important. " " Ms.V "  looked straight into our eyes and told  me & "V".  "L"(my other closet friend from Central America) said that she called to a university that she was interested. They told her  that she need 50 hr of voluntary hours ..and of course, good GPA & excellent score of ACT.
Community service..this words sound exciting for me. I enjoy helping other people and doing something nice for people. It is something that has to do with my nature. (i guess..)
The problem is "When will I start doing community service??". I have involved in some community service as a key club member; helping middle school donation, UNICEF AID collect donation(it was Halloween trick-or-treat), rang the bell for Salvation Army ,etc..such as unnecessary things to talk about(that’s all i did!) …no big deal.(who cares)
Luckily, V also wanna do voluntary work at some local hospitals and asks me to do with her. Since my parents are very occupying by other things, I need a ride from someone, in order to do those voluntary. It’s also great to do voluntary with your friends than alone! We haven’t decide the date we gonna do community service. But, it is added to our plan lists. (ahet)
The weather is sunny and warm. It’s usually supposed to be my DAy..but, today, I’m a little upset about myself for being so lazy  all this school year &  wasting time. I admit that i knew "i became so careless this sophomore year". But, I didn’t turn back..I let myself "keep going"..(which was my biggest fault, lol: i’m such a stubborn girl!) . The definition of "stubbornness" is you know you shouldn’t do but you keep doing it. Dad said , "Don’t be stubborn! But, be a person who has strong mind(a person who keep doing thing if he/she truly know it is right to do)" .
Well, I guess I learned my lesson. So, you better not to be a stubborn person like me!!:P

Most people that came to our life are like leaves that were carried by the wind.
They came without your expectation.
And, they left without saying goodbye.
It’s like "gone with the wind…."

    Today is cloudy but pretty warm.  I was glad that i didn’t have to carry my jacket around school (:D) All most everything is usual at school but, unfortunately I didn’t have my assignment for Geo. this morning. I happened to switched the assignment with the wrong paper work and threw the actual right one. (lol:) how careless of me!!Geo. class was kinda of boring because it is the first period and I’m barely awake@ this time. My brain wasn’t function enough to solve math problems this morning.
     Because of the weather or i slept late (i have no idea),  I felt so sleepy during class time and I’m only awake when someone talked to me. Actually, I kinda talked a lot today:D.  In Alge. class, B (the guy who sits next to me) was talking to me & C (smart geek) . We were laughing  so hard because  of B’s crazy idea about party & college. Mr. S(he is teaching for awhile instead of Mrs.Lw.) had to call me to answer the question. He said that i was smiling too much (lol:) but it was a joke. Even Mrs. Lw laughed at it & said that "she always smile etc." (btw, let’ me tell you.I’m her girl in this class ..ahet).
    Again, I got "Excuse me, ladies" from Ms.L.Vin 4the period again . I was cracking up & teasing V.(my best friend; from Europe;same age as me) during her class time. Well, i didn’t mind because she was such a nice woman & teacher(star tracker big fan). I admired her alot last year. This year gonna be my last year of having her.:((sad)
    Surprisely, i was totally awake in Mr.Vd’s class(the 6th last period) unlike usual. We got our test and grade back. I made really good an "A" this time ..(hehe ..may be that’s why i’m awake). Mr.Vd is a great teacher. He has an intelligent little twinkle eyes and got a sense of humor.He can make some thing funny out of boring Biology(for me) lessons. He always give award to  his "A" students . Don’t think it’s must really biggie thing! He give us like really funny,werid, little stuffs ..like..pins, or something has to do with lab. (we like his odd present anyway!)It really hard to earn A in his class because his tests are always difficult  & complex.
    One funny thing about the test is you can’t leave just blank on the test if you don’t know something. So, some students(usually guys) put "cherry pie" or "king kong" if they have no idea what to answer. (to make the answer funny). It’s what high school students life is! Hard & fun mixed together.

If you laugh a lot, you’ll have to cry.

I have heard this saying so many times when i was younger.
I didn’t know what it meant.
All i understand was "laughing alot isn’t gud".
and all i thought was..

"iF laughing too much is for sadness, I don’t wanna laugh.

thoughts..
they are unspoken..but they are in your mind…and keeping your mind busy
i think thoughts are beautiful..
Even if people do not understand your thought, it still feel good to have them..
Is it great that you don’t have to pay money for your thoughts?
I enjoy having thoughts…sometimes, nobody could understand my thought & statement,but it’s OK.
I just wanna do a collection of my thoughts right here..
you are welcome to read it..or comment or ..think "it is really weird".
i don’t mind..i just wanna share mine with u

hI theRe!!
      How was your valentine day?? good or bad?? I guessed mine was fInE. I had like..tests, assingments & projects dued on Valentine day. So, i was eating valentine’s candies(secretly) while also taking my tests..(heheehee).
    I just got my class shedule for next school year today. I have to decide which classes i wanna take next year. It was kinda hard for me to decide cuz I wanna be with my friends next yr., but at the same time,i also want to take some classes that might pepare me for college. As elders ppl. always say ,that " life is individual struugle ..you can’t lean on others..you have to walk your own way" ,  i guessed i’ll have to survive by myself. :((cry)
     Anyway, I talked to some of my teachers & asked their advice for my class shedule for next shcool year Today @ school. I had to ask myself questions like: what are my weak subject & strong subj.? ,what career field that i’m interested in?, wht colleges that i wanna apply..etc…
    By the way, I think "Every Choice is important in our life". Your choice makes you who you are. For example, you even have to choose what you gonna wear today?>>" neat or just plain", nor what you gonna do.."study or play viedo game",what you gonna say " something that might hurt a person’s feelings or bright his/her feelings"..etc..in our daliy social life .Everything you do is come from based on your own choice. Even some stupid things that we did, came from our false choices.
   well, my post is getting longer lol: i have to stop it here..b4 you get bored..(hehe)
hey..don’t 4get wish me gud luck on my choice!!

 Have you ever read a book  named "Animal Farms" by  George Orwell?? It was a story about a farm ruled by  farm animals based on Soviet Union during Stalin era.(they  had like  animal’s  rights..etc..)Well..Back to my point, I got  the forward message about  "Heights  of  revenge" yesterday . It  has  kind of like animal stuff  & sort of funny..lol:  I put some pics from the forward mail here.So,you can see.


 

Again, Florida was hit by the strom on Friday!It killed 20 people, ripped roofs & wall off.It was horrible. I feel sorry for those peopel who lost their family,homes & their properties. As you know, life is very short. You never know what might happen to you the next morning or when will you die; (you could die at any moment). Why couldn’t we love and care each other while we are alive??Especially, "Family" is the most important to us. Love & care your family while you got them. Give your time to them. Try to understand them. If you are far away from home, don’t forget to get in touch with your family. Do little things like give a call or send a crad on their birthday. It’s easy but you are just too careless to do it!I just wanna tell you that "life" is not only" ALL ABOUT YOU", but it’s also" YOUR FAMILY."